Λ ċнũьъү рЯ!исэςς wants to runn .. tomorrow :P

Does tomorrow ever come? seriously?

I always seem to think that tomorrow will be a good day to change my life around. But when does tomorrow actually come?



I often find myself sitting up late at night google-ing fad diets, new weightloss pills, drinks, and everything of the sort.

I struggle with binge eating.

- for anyone that doesnt know what im talking about.. basically when i feel anysort of emotion i eat everyting in my path. A tub of ice cream, lots of chips, popcorn, chocolate, cake, and everything else in the house > To the point where i feel disgusting and want to throw up.-



I struggle huge with my body image. I know i have a pretty face.. but the rest of me is gross.

I am active.. but my binge eating and calorie intake make me a chubby chick.

I can not run. I can jog mayybe 2 min.. then I neeeeed to stoppp!

*(I have a shoulder injury that causes me extreme pain while i run, bike, or do anything cardio.. but thats no excuse)*



Well ladies and gents, tomorrow is here.

The switch is flipped. There is no going back.



Some info about me.



Im 5'11" - 234.5 lbs

Goal - 2 lbs per week.





fitness goals - by June 4th

68 step ups in 2 min *( right now 53)*

2 min wall squat *(right now i cant make more than 45 seconds)*

take up a newww sport!



other goals!

encourage my family to live a better lifestyle!

volunteer at the local foodbank

find a new doc to get my stupid shoulder fixxxxed!



well i think thats enough info for tonight...